*possible TW for eating disorders*
I am hungry. But I am also still hugely anxious. Food and anxiety are not a good mix. If I am running on empty I can talk myself out of the nausea and fear of throwing up. If I don’t eat, I can maybe leave the house a little easier.
It’s not my best plan, but I refuse to be stuck at home. It drives me crazy and I have things to be doing. I don’t have time for anxiety and will try anything to ease it even a little.
What I do have is tea and lots of it. So I’ll shove an extra sugar in and see what happens